Between you and I, I think I need to look for another job.
I like my current job. I have great coworkers and great supervisors. But after ten years, I need a change. Plus, I haven’t had a raise in some years (state laws need to be passed in order for me to get a raise). Lately, I’ve been worrying more than usual about money.
I’m worried because I want to get my daughter a car. I don’t think she’d mimd if i didn’t buy her a car, but it has always been my dream to get her one. #childhoodissues.
I’m getting married in July, and I’m worried that I can’t afford a nice wedding.
My fiancé is going back to college and I’m worried that we don’t have enough money to pay for his school.
In addition, I want to self publish my book, but I can’t afford to do it how I know it should be done. If I change jobs, I’ll have more money to put towards having a professional book. However, I may not have as much time to devote to writing, because I may have to work longer than an eight hours per day. But I usually only write from 5 to 8 am in the mornings, so that may not be that big of a deal.
I left my current job for six months. I felt pressure too much pressure to be perfect so I quit. I no longer care if I’m perfect, few people are. I make a mistake, I admit to it, I think of some way not make it in the future, and then I shake it off. Before, I had a hard time doing that. It still sucks to make mistakes, but that is a part of life. I’m also scared that I’m not be smart enough to leave my job. I’m not that smart, but I’m not completely dumb either. It takes me a while to get somethings, but given enough time, I’ll get it. I’m confident in that point.
Anyways, wish me luck.